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other Negroes; came North after 1919 and I was part of that generation which had neverseen the landscape of what Negroes sometimes called the Old Country。
Baldwin was the kind of writer who couldn’t forget; He remembered everything; and thepulse of remembering; and the ache of old news; makes for the beat of his early writing。 At the ageof fourteen he underwent what he called later ‘a prolonged religious crisis’; a confusion too deepfor tears; but not for prose。 ‘I then discovered God; His saints and angels; and His blazing Hell;’ hewrote; ‘I suppose Him to exist only within the wall of a church – in fact; of our church – and I alsosupposed that God and safety were synonymous。’ At this point Baldwin became a preacher too。 Heknew that something important happened when he stood up and entered deeply into the languageof a sermon。 People listened; they clapped。 ‘Amen; Amen;’ they said。 And all of it remained withhim: the smell of church wood and the crying out; the shimmer of tambourines; the heat ofdamnation; the songs of the Saved; his father’s face; and the New York world outside with itswhite people downtown who’d say ‘Why don’t you niggers stay uptown where you belong?’ Butmore than anything it was his father’s face。 ‘In my mind’s eye;’ hw writes in Notes; ‘I could seehim; sitting at the window; locked up in his terrors; hating and fearing every living soul includinghis children who had betrayed him; too; by reaching toward the world which had despised him。’
Some novelists; in their early work especially; set out to defeat the forts of invention:
they refuse to make anything up。 Go Tell It on the Mountain is James Baldwin’s first novel; ashadow…album of lived experience; the lines here being no less real than those on his mother’sface。 For Baldwin;
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