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n untouched。 I have written nothing for seven whole days; not even a letter。 Except during one or two bouts of illness; such a thing never happened in my life before。 In my life; the life; that is; which had to be supported by anxious toil; the life which was not lived for living's sake; as all life should be; but under the goad of fear。 The earning of money should be a means to an end; for more than thirty years……I began to support myself at sixteen……I had to regard it as the end itself。

I could imagine that my old penholder feels reproachfully towards me。 Has it not served me well? Why do I; in my happiness; let it lie there neglected; gathering dust? The same penholder that has lain against my forefinger day after day; for……how many years? Twenty; at least; I remember buying it at a shop in Tottenham Court Road。 By the same token I bought that day a paper…weight; which cost me a whole shilling……an extravagance which made me tremble。 The penholder shone with its new varnish; now it is plain brown wood from end to end。 On my forefinger it has made a callosity。

Old panion; yet old enemy! How many a time have I taken it up; loathing the necessity; heavy in head and heart; my hand shaking; my eyes sick…dazzled! How I dreaded the white page I had to foul with ink! Above all; on days such as this; when the blue eyes of Spring laughed from between rosy clouds; when the sunlight shimmered upon my table and made me long; long all but to madness; for the scent of the flowering earth; for the green of hillside larches; for the singing of the skylark above the downs。 There was a time……it seems further away than childhood……when I took up my pen with eagerness; if my hand trembled it was with hope。 But a hope that fooled me; for never a page of my writing deserved to 

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