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asking for more? With both of us hunting daily; there are still nights when game has to be swapped for lard or shoelaces or wool; still nights when we go to bed with our stomachs growling。
¨I never want to have kids;〃 I say。
¨I might。 If I didnˇt live here;〃 says Gale。
¨But you do;〃 I say; irritated。
¨Forget it;〃 he snaps back。
The conversation feels all wrong。 Leave? How could I leave Prim; who is the only person in the world Iˇm certain I love? And Gale is devoted to his family。 We canˇt leave; so why bother talking about it? And even if we did 。 。 。 even if we did 。 。 。 where did this stuff about having kids e from? Thereˇs never been anything romantic between Gale and me。 When we met; I was a skinny twelve…year…old; and although he was only two years older; he already looked like a man。 It took a long time for us to even bee friends; to stop haggling over every trade and begin helping each other out。
Besides; if he wants kids; Gale wonˇt have any trouble finding a wife。 Heˇs good…looking; heˇs strong enough to handle the work in the mines; and he can hunt。 You can tell by the way the girls whisper about him when he walks by in school that they want him。 It makes me jealous but not for the reason people would think。 Good hunting partners are hard to find。
¨What do you want to do?〃 I ask。 We can hunt; fish; or gather。
¨Letˇs fish at the lake。 We can leave our poles and gather in the woods。 Get something nice for tonight;〃 he says。
Tonight。 After the reaping; everyone is supposed to celebrate。 And a lot of people do; out of relief that their children have been spared for another year。 But at least two families will pull their shutters; lock their doors; and try to figure out how they will survive the pa