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p；想&nbsp；追&nbsp；求&nbsp；的&nbsp；快&nbsp；樂&nbsp；。&nbsp；我&nbsp；們&nbsp；一&nbsp；直&nbsp；在&nbsp；期&nbsp；待&nbsp；快&nbsp；樂&nbsp；，&nbsp；但&nbsp；我&nbsp；們&nbsp；的&nbsp；行&nbsp；動&nbsp；和&nbsp；感&nbsp；覺&nbsp；幾&nbsp；乎&nbsp；都&nbsp；在&nbsp；把&nbsp；我&nbsp；們&nbsp；帶&nbsp；到&nbsp；相&nbsp；反&nbsp；的&nbsp；方&nbsp；向&nbsp；，&nbsp；這&nbsp；不&nbsp；是&nbsp；太&nbsp；荒&nbsp；謬&nbsp；了&nbsp；嗎&nbsp；？&nbsp；這&nbsp；不&nbsp；就&nbsp；是&nbsp；代&nbsp；表&nbsp；我&nbsp；們&nbsp；對&nbsp；於&nbsp；真&nbsp；正&nbsp；的&nbsp；快&nbsp；樂&nbsp；和&nbsp；獲&nbsp；得&nbsp；快&nbsp；樂&nbsp；的&nbsp；方&nbsp；法&nbsp；，&nbsp；認&nbsp；知&nbsp；上&nbsp；可&nbsp；能&nbsp；有&nbsp；嚴&nbsp；重&nbsp；的&nbsp；錯&nbsp；誤&nbsp；嗎&nbsp；？

究&nbsp；竟&nbsp；什&nbsp；麼&nbsp；能&nbsp；夠&nbsp；讓&nbsp；我&nbsp；們&nbsp；快&nbsp；樂&nbsp；？&nbsp；精&nbsp；明&nbsp；的&nbsp；自&nbsp；我&nbsp；追&nbsp；尋&nbsp；、&nbsp；千&nbsp；方&nbsp；百&nbsp；計&nbsp；的&nbsp；自&nbsp；私&nbsp；行&nbsp；為&nbsp；、&nbsp；自&nbsp；我&nbsp；保&nbsp；護&nbsp；，&nbsp；誠&nbsp；如&nbsp；大&nbsp；家&nbsp；都&nbsp；知&nbsp；道&nbsp；的&nbsp；，&nbsp；有&nbsp；些&nbsp；時&nbsp；候&nbsp；會&nbsp；讓&nbsp；我&nbsp；們&nbsp；變&nbsp；得&nbsp；非&nbsp；常&nbsp；殘&nbsp；暴&nbsp；。但&nbsp；事&nbsp；實&nbsp；上&nbsp；正&nbsp；好&nbsp；相&nbsp；反&nbsp；，&nbsp；當&nbsp；你&nbsp；真&nbsp；正&nbsp；看&nbsp；清&nbsp；我&nbsp；執&nbsp；（&nbsp；s&nbsp；e&nbsp；l&nbsp；f&nbsp；…&nbsp；g&nbsp；r&nbsp；a&nbsp；s&nbsp；p&nbsp；i&nbsp；n&nbsp；g&nbsp；）&nbsp；和&nbsp；我&nbsp；愛&nbsp；（&nbsp；s&nbsp；e&nbsp；l&nbsp；f&nbsp；…&nbsp；bsp；h&nbsp；e&nbsp；r&nbsp；i&nbsp；s&nbsp；h&nbsp；i&nbsp；n&nbsp；g&nbsp；&nbsp；）&nbsp；，&nbsp；就&nbsp；會&nbsp；發&nbsp；現&nbsp；它&nbsp；們&nbsp；是&nbsp；傷&nbsp；害&nbsp；別&nbsp；人&nbsp；，&nbsp；更&nbsp；是&nbsp；傷&nbsp；害&nbsp；自&nbsp；己&nbsp；的&nbsp；根&nbsp；源&nbsp；。

我&nbsp；們&nbsp；曾&nbsp；經&nbsp；想&nbsp；過&nbsp；或&nbsp；做&nbsp；過&nbsp；的&nbsp；每&nbsp；一&nbsp；件&nbsp；壞&nbsp；事&nbsp；，&nbsp；都&nbsp；是&nbsp；因&nbsp；為&nbsp；我&nbsp；們&nbsp；執&nbsp；著&nbsp；一&nbsp；個&nbsp；虛&nbsp；假&nbsp；的&nbsp；自&nbsp；我&nbsp；，&nbsp；以&nbsp；及&nbsp；愛&nbsp；惜&nbs