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er husband
looked out to the back at sky and harvest and beast and land;
she strained her eyes to see what man had done in fighting
outwards to knowledge; she strained to hear how he uttered
himself in his conquest; her deepest desire hung on the battle
that she heard; far off; being waged on the edge of the unknown。
She also wanted to know; and to be of the fighting host。
At home; even so near as Cossethay; was the vicar; who spoke
the other; magic language; and had the other; finer bearing;
both of which she could perceive; but could never attain to。 The
vicar moved in worlds beyond where her own menfolk existed。 Did
she not know her own menfolk: fresh; slow; full…built men;
masterful enough; but easy; native to the earth; lacking
outwardness and range of motion。 Whereas the vicar; dark and dry
and small beside her husband; had yet a quickness and a range of
being that made Brangwen; in his large geniality; seem dull and
local。 She knew her husband。 But in the vicar's nature was that
which passed beyond her knowledge。 As Brangwen had power over
the cattle so the vicar had power over her husband。 What was it
in the vicar; that raised him above the mon men as man is
raised above the beast? She craved to know。 She craved to
achieve this higher being; if not in herself; then in her
children。 That which makes a man strong even if he be little and
frail in body; just as any man is little and frail beside a
bull; and yet stronger than the bull; what was it? It was not
money nor power nor position。 What power had the vicar over Tom
Brangwen……none。 Yet strip them and set them on a desert
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