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its own。
Winifred still loved Ursula。 She had a passion for the fine
flame of the girl; she served her endlessly; would have done
anything for her。
〃e with me to London;〃 she pleaded to the girl。 〃I will
make it nice for you;……you shall do lots of things you will
enjoy。〃
〃No;〃 said Ursula; stubbornly and dully。 〃No; I don't want to
go to London; I want to be by myself。〃
Winifred knew what this meant。 She knew that Ursula was
beginning to reject her。 The fine; unquenchable flame of the
younger girl would consent no more to mingle with the perverted
life of the elder woman。 Winifred knew it would e。 But she
too was proud。 At the bottom of her was a black pit of despair。
She knew perfectly well that Ursula would cast her off。
And that seemed like the end of her life。 But she was too
hopeless to rage。 Wisely; economizing what was left of Ursula's
love; she went away to London; leaving the beloved girl
alone。
And after a fortnight; Ursula's letters became tender again;
loving。 Her Uncle Tom had invited her to go and stay with him。
He was managing a big; new colliery in Yorkshire。 Would Winifred
e too?
For now Ursula was imagining marriage for Winifred。 She
wanted her to marry her Uncle Tom。 Winifred knew this。 She said
she would e to Wiggiston。 She would now let fate do as it
liked with her; since there was nothing remaining to be done。
Tom Brangwen also saw Ursula's intention。 He too was at the end
of his desires。 He had done the things he had wanted to。 They
had all ended in a disintegrated lifelessness of soul; which he
hid under an utterly tolerant good…humour。 He
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